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Now, I finally grow up. And, it's like oh finally. Am I deceiving myself or I am just coaxing myself? Whatever. Wake up, you stupido! How many "coffins" do you have to get in till you learnt? I had enough of all those "shits" that happen in my life. I am tired. Enough is enough. Just a simple word "flirt" can make me a week of your topic. Drop it. In fact, if that particular one word can make you that vex to defame me in every of your blog posts and I mean every of the ten over posts you have uploaded. I enjoy that limelight. Sounds sacarstic? Well, that is the devil side of me. Poor thing. I no longer sympathize you. Stop whinning like a sissy. You are a guy. Please. At least do respect yourself a little. Yes, you. You know you are no longer the one that I loved before. I mean loved. Read every words carefully.
I am blinded by love. Yes, I agree with my girl friends I am last time but the me today is no longer the one I am used to be. Too bad. They made me grow up. To put it in a nice manner, those experiences made me learnt. Learnt to be stronger by taking things easy and standing up for myself . I used to take things hard be it love or family. I have to really thank them a lot for making me understand what life is all about.
I am preparing to face more obstacles in life. Life is always about learning. Yesterday the interview is okay with the agent. Next will be the client. Got to wear cardigan and long pants for the upcoming interview. Wish me lucks again. For those who really wished behind reading the blog, thank you! Sounds so exaggerating. I want to work! I am really prepared over the days I am going to be tired focusing on both studies and work. If I want to, I can make it. Felt so sleepy the whole day. I never sleep enough last night. I am still worried over the next interview.
I am happy for my brother. This is the first time he dated a girl. The girl accepted him yesterday. So glad. Hope both of them can last long. Prays hard. I love my dear. Really a lot. He pampers me like no one ever did before. I hope the "he" refers to him alone till the end of my life. Even when he was here with me in Singapore, I fell sick all the time. Perhaps, the weather is the one behind it. Sore eyes. Cough. Fever. The times we went to the clinic. The amount of time and money he spent on me. I even sprained my leg in the library few weeks ago. See, he is there for me. I am disappointed. My mother do not want to bring me to the doctor when I am running a fever at 38.1 degrees. She will only bring me when it is 38.5 degrees. Why? I do not understand. She chooses money over her own daughter's health. Sometimes I tend to ponder is it because I am a girl to be married off to the guy side.
Sighs. Well, my dear is another source of my happiness. He brought me to the clinic and paid for the fees. So glad to have you in my life, my dear.
Let's have "koala hug"!
3:10 PM ║
♀ : Wednesday, August 09, 2006
FCUK .
now i really understand why everyone is telling me that this world is cruel . you have to fight for your own rights just to make deemed sure that whatever regarding you is recognised . remember a boy-girl relationship is easy to start but hard to maintain it . whatever it is , failures should be learnt and it takes two hands to clap .
DON' T SHIFT ALL THE BLAME TO ME YOU DUMB ASS ! i really can' t believe that when a relationship broke up , i don' t want to name names . you jolly well know who you are and where you come from . you can just push all the blame to me . like fcuk ? what' s wrong with you ? ain' t you being bias ? are you trying to tell me yea . you' re that great ? i should have regretted ditching you ? let me tell you okay . a guy who practically thinks highly of himself who thinks the whole world is his without seeking self-improvement always think he's damn fcuking right ain' t going to make it in the future needlessness the present now ? well , all i can say is for now you' re for sure a gone caser . that' s for now . i' m not sure in the future . better buck up you idiot . well ain't happy with what i said here ? prove me wrong then . pull up your bloody socks and i had never regretted doing so even when he left me .
you stated the date april . i broke up with you in mid - april so why the bloody hell you said i left you for another guy within a few days ? fcuker . get your facts right first before making a din . ohs , you pester me for 3 long fcuking months . stop saying positive things about yourself , it ain' t making good out of your reputation . everyone ain' t perfect . get this into your brain .
okay enough said . my dear' s working soon . his interview' s done . next , tomorrow' s my turn ! i want to work ! ((; wish me lucks . oh to why my dear never said anything to you is because this kind of small thing i don' t wish to trouble him yah ? shut up when you don' t know . don' t assume things . can' t stand you . go study you ass hole . ga ga ga . i' m one of the lucky winners for cpf voyage game and won 1oo dollars of takashimaya voucher . boo . dear went shopping with me and took away a guess wallet , billabong bottle and slippers . i' m so lucky ! la la la . gonna get specs soon ! wees . change of image time . wees .
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR . boo ! nii LOVES kii .
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. i want koala bear hug !
11:05 AM ║
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► for best performance , please view in unicode . xuanlicious . blogspot . com is created on sunday , march o5 , 2oo6 . please respect me
as a blogger and you'll eventually gain my respect .
Now, I finally grow up. And, it's like oh finally. Am I deceiving myself or I am just coaxing myself? Whatever. Wake up, you stupido! How many "coffins" do you have to get in till you learnt? I had enough of all those "shits" that happen in my life. I am tired. Enough is enough. Just a simple word "flirt" can make me a week of your topic. Drop it. In fact, if that particular one word can make you that vex to defame me in every of your blog posts and I mean every of the ten over posts you have uploaded. I enjoy that limelight. Sounds sacarstic? Well, that is the devil side of me. Poor thing. I no longer sympathize you. Stop whinning like a sissy. You are a guy. Please. At least do respect yourself a little. Yes, you. You know you are no longer the one that I loved before. I mean loved. Read every words carefully.
I am blinded by love. Yes, I agree with my girl friends I am last time but the me today is no longer the one I am used to be. Too bad. They made me grow up. To put it in a nice manner, those experiences made me learnt. Learnt to be stronger by taking things easy and standing up for myself . I used to take things hard be it love or family. I have to really thank them a lot for making me understand what life is all about.
I am preparing to face more obstacles in life. Life is always about learning. Yesterday the interview is okay with the agent. Next will be the client. Got to wear cardigan and long pants for the upcoming interview. Wish me lucks again. For those who really wished behind reading the blog, thank you! Sounds so exaggerating. I want to work! I am really prepared over the days I am going to be tired focusing on both studies and work. If I want to, I can make it. Felt so sleepy the whole day. I never sleep enough last night. I am still worried over the next interview.
I am happy for my brother. This is the first time he dated a girl. The girl accepted him yesterday. So glad. Hope both of them can last long. Prays hard. I love my dear. Really a lot. He pampers me like no one ever did before. I hope the "he" refers to him alone till the end of my life. Even when he was here with me in Singapore, I fell sick all the time. Perhaps, the weather is the one behind it. Sore eyes. Cough. Fever. The times we went to the clinic. The amount of time and money he spent on me. I even sprained my leg in the library few weeks ago. See, he is there for me. I am disappointed. My mother do not want to bring me to the doctor when I am running a fever at 38.1 degrees. She will only bring me when it is 38.5 degrees. Why? I do not understand. She chooses money over her own daughter's health. Sometimes I tend to ponder is it because I am a girl to be married off to the guy side.
Sighs. Well, my dear is another source of my happiness. He brought me to the clinic and paid for the fees. So glad to have you in my life, my dear.
Let's have "koala hug"!
3:10 PM ║
♀ : Wednesday, August 09, 2006
FCUK .
now i really understand why everyone is telling me that this world is cruel . you have to fight for your own rights just to make deemed sure that whatever regarding you is recognised . remember a boy-girl relationship is easy to start but hard to maintain it . whatever it is , failures should be learnt and it takes two hands to clap .
DON' T SHIFT ALL THE BLAME TO ME YOU DUMB ASS ! i really can' t believe that when a relationship broke up , i don' t want to name names . you jolly well know who you are and where you come from . you can just push all the blame to me . like fcuk ? what' s wrong with you ? ain' t you being bias ? are you trying to tell me yea . you' re that great ? i should have regretted ditching you ? let me tell you okay . a guy who practically thinks highly of himself who thinks the whole world is his without seeking self-improvement always think he's damn fcuking right ain' t going to make it in the future needlessness the present now ? well , all i can say is for now you' re for sure a gone caser . that' s for now . i' m not sure in the future . better buck up you idiot . well ain't happy with what i said here ? prove me wrong then . pull up your bloody socks and i had never regretted doing so even when he left me .
you stated the date april . i broke up with you in mid - april so why the bloody hell you said i left you for another guy within a few days ? fcuker . get your facts right first before making a din . ohs , you pester me for 3 long fcuking months . stop saying positive things about yourself , it ain' t making good out of your reputation . everyone ain' t perfect . get this into your brain .
okay enough said . my dear' s working soon . his interview' s done . next , tomorrow' s my turn ! i want to work ! ((; wish me lucks . oh to why my dear never said anything to you is because this kind of small thing i don' t wish to trouble him yah ? shut up when you don' t know . don' t assume things . can' t stand you . go study you ass hole . ga ga ga . i' m one of the lucky winners for cpf voyage game and won 1oo dollars of takashimaya voucher . boo . dear went shopping with me and took away a guess wallet , billabong bottle and slippers . i' m so lucky ! la la la . gonna get specs soon ! wees . change of image time . wees .